My latest dream

Back after an hiatus, i am going to describe the sequential events that took place, all in my dream. It is not my first dream, i have been haunted with wierd dreams for almost 2 years and i have walled many, i remember most of such dreams. I am not sure if such dreams had an impact on my life or the future events. One thing for sure is that this is not a good sign of me. Many told me that my feelings are reflected in dreams. That may be true. It so happens that i wake up with the effect of the dream and my body is inclined to the action in such dreams.

Let me now talk about the dream.

I hate the very sight of a baby elephant. My mom (not sure if it really was my mom or any other woman) loves it so much. It is too naughty and i do something bad to it. It chases me and i go to the topmost floor in a building. I push all the cows, a van and few other stuffs available there, thinking that the elephant would not reach the top. I can hear the van banging against the elephant.

Here is where the scene changes. I travel to Kailash and see few panchalokha idols ( i still remember the face of the Goddess ). Someone is performing the abhishegam and the face of the god and goddess is covered with salt and then with sugar. I collect samples of salt and sugar from the face of these idols and pass by Kanchi Maha Swamiji. When i touch the goddess to collect the sugar sample, i could hear a bird chirping. He is busy with his tapasya, i do the short namaskara and he nods his head, conveying the message 'Dont think that what you did is right'. He tells me that many here lack 'atma suddhi' and i also lack the same.

Now, the scene again changes.

The elephant chases me. My aunt(she is now 78 yrs old) is driving a bike (not sure how she drove it, but she looked young to me in the dream) and me sitting behind her. A lady pulls me from the bike, she pulls my ear through her mouth.

All of a sudden, i could see is that i am buried in a graveyard and this baby elephant helps me come of this graveyard. I repent for being bad with the elephant.

Not sure what this dream conveys, neither i am aware of my state of mind when i slept yesterday night.

Many such to follow.